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legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:06:45 GMT

why do I even bother with girls? I swear.. what is the problem..

You drive over to their house, they claim they haven't had a good orgasm in a year n a half ...

You make them shake violently at least 3 good times and 4 others....

...you're horny as fuck the entire time... but do they EVER EVER return the favor?

FEK-NO! ......they just give ya fekin' hope.

This isn't the first time... it happens like almost ALL of the time... what ... the ... fuck

Really... way to much.. I don't understand why...

The girls that will please a guy you don't need to ask... but shit...
When you're already on the orgasm bit you shouldn't NEED to ask, should be an unspoken.

Anyway sorry that shit just frustrates me to no end...
I guess you could say I'm "sexually frustrated" but not really, more like annoyed by the lack of consideration..

I can understand the woman wanting to get hers before the guy gets his one or 2...

But a 4 to 0 or 8 to 0 orgasm trade off isn't going to do shit... like a green day song... wheres the motivation?

Anyway sorry need to get that off my chest... share the orgasms women... all we need is one to complete your control/dominance... its not fair anyway.

And don't start with that "well I didn't ask him to make me orgasm I don't necessarily owe him anything back" ... just see how long that'll hold up in reality....

any of you guys had experiences like this? lemme hear, or women too if the guy is an orgasm hog..

((PS, if your guy is an orgasm hog.. theres more than a thousand guys that are probably better looking, more interesting and considerate than that asshole you have)).
And yes I know its NOT ALL ABOUT THE ORGASMS, but this is strictly my anger at the lack of understanding of most women I've met in this area.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Fri, 20 Oct 2006 02:30:43 GMT

Will someone please get Kats attention and tell her to send me a msg on Myspace?
I want to get as many people on there I can so I don't have to update it over week and weeks.

Hell I'm finding people from highschool too...
My sister is just determined.

Jessica I'm leaving this to you!

OMG MYSPACE?!?!

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:41:11 GMT

My sister has finally pestered me to get my ..uh.. myspace up and running and to check it often to keep in touch.

This being said, myspace is .... somethingstheyfight

SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST AND YOU SHALL NOT BE DENIED... really cuz I don't know everyones myspace.

I know some fuckers LIVE on it though... anywho... so ya... hook yo bud up bishes.

Flames, Flags and Flowers...

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:40:41 GMT

I decided to post this so I won't forget....((I hadn't been watching any movies or news or anything that would cause this, that is what alarmed me and prompted me to write it down.))

In a dark room somewhere... among guns and books I stood
they were all burning and children stood around them... throwing the flags of certain countries on top of the flames.
Somehow I knew I was in China, and these children throwing the flags onto the fire were the children of China.
Eventually even I threw a flag onto the fire, but I didn't like watching it burn... it felt like I was doing it just so they would listen to what I had to say just once...

I spoke, but I wasn't Joseph. I felt like this old man...an old man of China.

I turned to the children who looked at me with respect and I told them..
"Do you really want everything in the world to be the same? All the different people, culture and music... will be gone then. Gone forever and you can never get them back." (About like that).

The children were listening, their eyes looked up at me with openess, they were only about 5 to 8 I think...

I then turned away from the fire, honestly I distinctly remember not having a clue as to where I was actually going... and I turned back once more and grabbed one of the childrens arms in desperation...and said

"Do you like flowers? Flowers are beautiful and the red flower is arguably the most beautiful of all, because red is a passionate color. But what of the blue, and the yellow flowers? Even still, what of the half blue and half yellow? Aren't they beautiful too? How would a field of flowers look with only one color?"

I woke up after that...
Perhaps its a dream of a past life...everyone knows when I get drunk I become very philosophical. I can't help but thinking that maybe I was an old chinese philosopher who would spend his nights drinking sake and talking about the universe with his buddies.
Well I will never know, just thought I'd write it down.

I knew when I spoke of the yellow and blues, I was talking about... certain ethnicities... and the blue and yellow were a merge of two ethnicities... which is just as beautiful because of the cultural boundaries they overcame and still fell in love...

In short, this dream shocked me...

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:18:01 GMT

Power tripping your luck is switched
Oh, so now it's funny
When it's your turn is to laugh
You go poke the running joke!

Scoring points with God
Get no perfect marks
But your grades keep falling
How you treat the weak is
Your true nature calling

Porn chick calls herself a therapist
Call it what it is...
For all the money in the world
We'll go to war you backward hero's

Come to rescue you
Just to lien on you
With interests soaring
How you treat the weak is
Your true nature calling

Please believe
We still live and breathe
Through native tongue
And poetry
All those years we believed, yeah

Scoring points with God
Get no perfect marks
But your grades keep falling
How you treat the weak is
Your true nature calling

((thats a badass song, and this next one by Incubus I've been lookin for a long! LONG! Time.))

To resist is to piss in the wind
Anyone who does will end up smelling
Knowing this, why do I defy?
Because my inner voice is yelling
There is a fist pressing against anyone who thinks something compelling
Our intuit we're taught to deny
And our soul we're told is for selling

Get out from under them
Resist and multiply!
Get out from under precipice and see the sky!
Get out from under them
Resist, unlearn, defy!
Get out from under precipice and see the sky!

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Tue, 29 Aug 2006 19:30:01 GMT

Well I found this really neat game online, been meeting some really cool new people. I want to thank Mandy for showing it to me.

On top of that when I came into the lab today, Kevin was there, I walked back to talk to Mandy and shes all like "You know what Kevin said to me?", just out of curiosity I'm like... what?

She says "Hes like, 'Have you seen that bitch Joe? Tried to steal my Girlfriend'."

I about died laughing, he could probably hear me. I don't think he knows that Carlie very much considers herself single. EVEN if they are still going out, I really don't care I still think that was the funniest shit I've heard in a long long time.

On a side note, I don't want to hear him ever say that shit to my face after he tried that shit with Erin, when Josh was still trying to work things out with her. What a fuckin snake in the grass.

anyway LOL.... I even walked up to him and said "Hey kevin! Sup man~!". Just to be obnoxious.

God that never gets old, hes like his own worst enemy. Too bad hes pulled to much stupid shit for me to feel any compassion.

Anyway, that was soooo funny.

OH UPDATE:: just now he walked in and called Mandy a traitor. OMG so funny... I'm twitchin! LOL!!!1!1
he walked out

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Tue, 22 Aug 2006 15:37:21 GMT

Well it finally happened, Carlie and I are no longer friends.
After years of pouring my creative affection, I can say goodbye forever.

It feels like those days when I never saw her anyway. When she started going out with Kevin and no longer played Halo or hung out with us.

So whatever, time for a new semester and I will be trying for some new friends.

(And with little or no job, hopefully I will be able to hang with my original friends a lot more!)

Maybe its the severing of the connection finally, that allows me to sit back and say, "What the fuck was I actually thinking?".

Oh a side note, when someone freaks out about the word "love". Move along, quickly.

She had a thing with nature I loved, and she sure was pretty.

Btw guys my cellphone is gone, so if you need to get in touch with me then call up John.

I'll post when I manage to get a new one hehe, later!

Its never enough

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Mon, 21 Aug 2006 05:43:10 GMT

Ya know its never ever enough...

You can be a friend to someone and along with a few other people tell them that someones doing them wrong. They might listen.
You can adore them and accept them for who they are, despite the fact that their views may not synch perfectly with your own.
You can write them poems that make their chest swell, talk with them for hours.
You can go out on some great evenings and laugh and laugh.
You can try to make them gifts and whisper sweet words of love to them.
You can care so deeply about them, that the smallest despair in their eyes is the same as your own.

And they seem to deeply connect to you too... in some way I guess.

When you tell them 'I don't care what you do, who you hang with or where you go. Shit I'm not even going to be nosy if you don't want me too. If you're going to be sexual in your relationship with me, its gotta be only me.'

Well if they can't accept that well whatever, I'm done.

Now they want to go back to the way things were, I can't just hit reverse on my connection with a person when you care about them a certain way.
When a person finds other people to replace the 'attention' you gave them, you're just tossed aside. No longer will you long for their voice, no longer will I write them poems or sweet words.

Would I forget everything? No because it taught me a very important lesson.

Which is way to cruel and truthful to post.

If I were water.....

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Tue, 15 Aug 2006 06:01:32 GMT

let us gently step on those lily pads
breath the birth of the wind
gaze at it with chills
slithering across the water

let us roll inside those waves
crashing with the birth of noise
spinning to our ecstasy
inside every foamy thunder

let us soar into the sun
the rays pulling ever higher
ascending to endless heights
shall shed the worries of all

let us plunge from those clouds
uncontrolled and countless
uplifting ourselves from below
an orgasm for the green

let us gently step on those lily pads....

Crazy

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Mon, 14 Aug 2006 21:43:53 GMT

The first day out there, we were dead tired. Dragging ki-yaks and an ice chest so full of beer and liquor that I thought we could never consume it all. Well I was wrong.
We all ki-yaked out in some pretty deep waves, kinda scary at times cuz it got deep FAST! If you flipped well look out for jelly fish and sharks! Still very fun and a good workout.

Enjoying the shade!!

All of us were drooling over this! We stopped at Farmers Market, gathered all kinda of peppers, spices and things I can't even pronounce. Brenan is a damn good cook!

The sunset! As caught by my cousin Drew!

Theres not just gatorade in those Bottles! We crashed some Condos after leaving the beach and ki-yaking!
They never knew we didn't belong there.

Theres me, chilling in a chair, totally exhausted, sunburned and drunk! FTW@!1

Some goofy poses in front of a sandcrab! Bwah ha ha!

The rest of these are some photos I took that turned out kinda cool I thought.

Oh and for future reference, when you were as white as I was, SPF30 just ain't gonna cut it! HAHAHA -ow.... :d

Racing under the thunder!

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Wed, 09 Aug 2006 19:42:34 GMT

Well late last night I stayed up thinking about the stuff I'll need on my little camping trip. I sat outside and watched the clouds roll by as the sky filled with lightning. No rain though, which is okay because otherwise I wouldn't of been able to school some noobs on Mario Kart DS. I love getting online with that little gameboy and kicking some Mario Kart ass.
Pretty peaceful and fun overall. I expect to post pictures of the camping trip later :)

By the way if anyone ever feels up to it, get a Nintendo DS and Mario Kart DS, gimme your friend code and I'll outrace that ass too. Sucka!

Long as you have a wireless internet connection for the Gameboy to connect too we can play no matter where ye be!
So bring it bitches!

My day at the beach.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sun, 06 Aug 2006 23:30:58 GMT

So I stayed up late, saturday night eating shrimp with family that had come in town, slept late this morning. Got up washed my face n stuff, then went to put some gas in my car. As I was driving I thought to myself, damn what an absolutely beautiful day! When I came back my cousin was just leaving for the beach. He had his ki-yak and sailboat with him, asked if I wanted to go with him(Just like old times). So I hopped in and we went do down to the beach.

All the houses were gone along the beach. The sun was shining with the clouds you see in young childrens artwork, you know the 'ideal day' kind of clouds. The water was cool as we pushed the boat out into the bay. The wind was REALLY good, we hauled ass in that boat. The waves were bigger than normal and a few crashed onto the sunfish. It was a challenge just to keep from flipping at times!

As we pulled onto the shore, I grabbed a beer and relaxed as the clouds became darker, but the sun still shown through. You could see light and dark playing on the water and the beach. Suddenly a rainbow appeared, a big beautiful one that stretched from the bay to the other side, where the man made reef was. It was just utterly perfect and relaxing!

I watched some people playing volleyball as my cousin's friend tried it alone, the wind grew stronger and he couldn't even keep the boat up... it kept flipping! heheh....

Afterward we loaded up all the stuff and drove back down as the rain clouds closed in and it started to sprinkle. Everything was was alive with scent, freshness and a vibrant green. Overall a totally unexpected day!

I think this weekend I'm going to go camping in Perdido, Florida. Its been a while since I went camping.
That place is crazy beautiful, you can see 15ft down and the sand is pure white and its got nice areas for camping.

Its not everyday you see a rainbow like that, I wonder if it meant something.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sat, 05 Aug 2006 18:11:25 GMT

I love this song by Led Zepplin, and the lyrics.

"Kashmir"

Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed

Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace, whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate, the story was quite clear
Oh, oh.

Oh, I been flying... mama, there ain't no denyin'
I've been flying, ain't no denyin', no denyin'

All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find where I've been.

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin' through Kashmir.

Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear
Ohh.

When I'm on, when I'm on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah

Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I'm down...
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I'm down, so down
Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there

Let me take you there. Let me take you there

((....thats just... totally badass song writing there....))

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Thu, 25 May 2006 06:24:53 GMT

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legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Mon, 15 May 2006 03:05:43 GMT

Another tally on the wall for girls with dirty mouths..

The first one was Erin with... "I'd like to fuck his brains out."

now another today... a friend of mine at work says..

"Alison says shes going to get a job here, and fuck you."

...lovely... girls with dirty mouths... are just SO entertaining.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 May 2006 12:20:48 GMT

(((This poem is for anyone who has ever looked out a window at night a bit sad and thought about their past and somehow ended up finding a truly happy memory and tries to stay in it for however long they can, regardless of the fact that its not the now.))

((Although illusions can be real if the experience is real to the person... and therefore the past can be the now whenever someone desires to engage in the illusion of reliving a memory... This is for you))

that lovely feeling of desperation
like that taste when you wake up
or when something blurs your vision
and you cannot rub it away

looking out a window and seeing both
whats outside and whats in
when the stars overlap your eyes
twinkling in unison
on that glossy surface
looking desperately
for a taste of a truly happy memory
and you desire to go to them
blanketed out over time
like the soft night sky after dusk

pulling from that scattered storage
deep within your mind
to taste a moment which never will be again
and fearing that the future
which so far has proven you right
won't hand you anymore
soft warm memories
your mind seeks escape

I'll always be running
towards those twinkling lights
in my eyes and on that window
overlapping the stars in its own moment
forever meant to touch just there
like a trigger to a soft death
it takes me back again...

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sat, 22 Apr 2006 16:40:11 GMT

You prefer Passionate sex!

You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.

'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Passionate, unforgettable and eternal...

I could kiss you so fiercly the flesh would break...
pleasing you in every way you've taught me...
in the exact moment you reach your climax I'd stop time forever...
and then I'd whisper wordless truth from my heart....

then it would only be the end of the foreplay
when love crushes all the boundaries I will create your ecstasy

love me and take my hand
lets go play lover

...I'm still waiting...

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:34:11 GMT

Happy Easter everyone! I'm off to see my family and play with my little sisters! (Hope I have enough gas hehe)

On a side note I dreamed about someone last night that I really didn't care to dream about. (Not much I could do about it though).

Weird dream, but it seems even in my dreams my resolve can be stubborn, I wonder if I had known it was a dream while I was dreaming... what would I of done about them?

I'll probably never know the answer to that one but its an intriguing question all the same.

Post Birthday

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sat, 15 Apr 2006 02:05:17 GMT

I went to mobile to celebrate my birthday this thursday. Sorry I couldn't get off to come see the mummies, but thanks for making my birthday so much fun!
Honestly... that was the best time I've had in a long long time I can't remember when I laughed so hard. The pizza was great, and trying those new beers was tasty. Orange does taste good in them.
Thanks to Kat for letting me drive her convertible around and riding in it, that was an orgasmic experience.
Thanks to Josh for everything (though he probably won't ever read this) You're the best man.
Thanks to Jigar and Blake for being themselves (Which is fucking insane heheh)
Thank you Jess for providing your smile and presence always comforting when you're with us.
Thanks to Crystal for going and teasing me constantly... such a bad girl :d
Thanks to John for going along, despite some weird and awkward situations. (I promise I thought you were asleep!)
Thanks Dave for showing off your lady skills (He won't ever read this either)
And to Heather our waitress for being such a good sport. (She rocks really, second time we've had her)

Just... that was a really good birthday... reminds me of when I was 7 and had a Land Before Time birthday... I barely remember it, but I have a picture and I was ontop of the world. I'm still so hungover right now, I feel sick but I've got a big smile on my face.

For those of you who couldn't be there, you were in my thoughts. It wasn't a big planned event I kinda winged it.
You guys are the best.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Sun, 09 Apr 2006 02:27:11 GMT

Type your FIRST REACTION OR THOUGHT when you hear these 35 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):

1. I need: Time

2. Sex: Only if I love ya.

3. Relationships: Seeing the world through anothers eyes.

4. Your Last Ex: Never had one.

5. Power: Will

6. Marijuana: As long as it doesn't run you.

7. Crack: Ass and no.

8. Food: Sweet, spicy and sour its a new world in your mouth everytime.

9. This President: Hope he keeps us from war.

10. WAR: To protect those who wouldn't wage one.

11. Cars: Corvette, midnight blue, stary stary night painted on the whole thing.

12. Gas Prices: Ridiculous

13. Halloween: Another world of masks, maybe everyday is like a halloween of a sort.

14. Bon Jovi: hehe say what?

15. Religion: A tool to lead the individual spirit closer to god, not to control or dictate behavior. Which sadly it has been used for.

16. MySpace: Some very self centered people on that site... very scary to read.

17. Worst Fear: Giving in to something I don't believe in.

18. Marriage: A legalization of what you already feel in your heart, totally un-needed for those of strong mind and love.

19. Fashion: Very beautiful to look at, makes you wonder how other things look if you can see through a different mindframe.

20. Brunettes: With green eyes? hell yes.

21. Redheads: A bit off...

22: Work: Lets you enjoy things you might take for granted.

23: Pass the time: Freezing the moment and absorbing every strand of light.

24: Football: Very exciting and engaging :)

25: One night Stands: Boring.

26: Pet Peeve: People who refuse to see things differently.

27: Pixie Stix: I can never have enough water after those ;p

28: Vanilla Ice: Too cool! Too cool!

29: Porta Potties: Fun to tip over, but then you start thinking about the guys that need to use them later and can't, then you remember how that felt and you never did it again ;p

30: High school: A fucking vacation.

31: Pajamas: Leads to fun naughty things.

32. Wood: Warm and alluring

33. Surfers: Wish I could be one.

34. Pictures: Something special that freezes time and like a memory can be used to reflect and or pull emotion or contemplative thought, in a way that relaxes me, refocuses me and puts me in my time.

35. First Love: She knows who she is, but honestly it matters little now.

Lyrics from another one of my new favorite songs.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Thu, 06 Apr 2006 16:28:54 GMT

2. Ordinary Story

Egoism dictates human relations
A world where fashion outshines morality
Here success is written in blood-red colours
Designed by the thirst for power

Gather the faithful and propose a toast
To the epoch of indifference

An all to ordinary story
With aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself. sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

A time represented by the void
An excuse without content
Stuck in the abyss of existence
With a content void of excuse

An all to ordinary story
This is my story
With an aftertaste so bitter

Sinking deeper down
I'm caught - I'm cage
I'm gone

(Love you too In Flames)
(Lyrics of this song are so true...starting from the first line)

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:26:34 GMT

Man do I love the nightime and the moonlight... just sitting around looking at it...

Too bad I'm not by the water, I like it on the water more. If its a warm muggy night, I could just sit around forever taking in all the sounds from the frogs and scents in the wind.

I love the south, snow is great but theres something enchanting about south. Its just as special and beautiful when you're by yourself, perhaps even more because of the solitude. Still its enjoyable to share it with someone else every once in a while.

Oh and I love Korn.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 21:58:34 GMT

Hey, life is going along just how it should, the only way it can.

Wondering how everyone else is doing?

JD will be entirely empty of everyone at the end of this semester. Mr. Billy has left, his part time job became a full-time and so spring break was his last week. I don't even know if I'm still in any of my classes honestly.

I'm working on getting a guitar currently and getting over to USA in the fall. Other than that there isn't much to say.

I just wish I could fade into a daydream until I'm ready to come out, funny thing is life just keeps giving me better daydreams.

Honestly I can't wait for summer, the warmth the sunlight tingling your skin is very pleasant. I love to just take naps in my car because it gets so warm in there no matter how cold it is outside. Lets me think.

Peace out.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:58:10 GMT

I guess I realized... I don't look down on peoples shortcomings... until it puts me at a disadvantage.

Then I feel pissed off.

Ahah.. really... no problem with what people do.. until they start telling me how they're justified in doing it...

They start telling ME that what they're doing is fine. I never said it wasn't okay... but when you start telling me that it is...

Its not when you do something wrong, that it bothers me...

Its when you refuse to see that its wrong, or even try to justify it to me as plausible. When there is no reason too...

Then you say "I don't want you to look down on me"...

I won't do that, but I will get pissed off. Looking down on someone and getting pissed off are two different things.

If its sex... drugs.. whatever.. thats cool. If it distances us... its going to piss me off.

If you let it distance us... I'm going to get pissed off.

If it puts me at a disadvantage with you, experience wise... and you use that against me.

I'm going to get pissed off.

We've all changed over the years... we've all done things we weren't proud of...
However at this point in time, I can no longer see any excuses for anymore fuckups from any of us.

So in short... please don't do that stuff.

examples include....

posting you're dating two people at once...(even if they're both okay with it, thats fucked up)

posting how you've made out with people and posting it to where it'll obviously hurt someone...
(That was just fucking careless)

posting that you're doing drugs...

posting that you're cheating on your significant other, lying to him/her etc.

I can handle it, I don't want to read it.

The reason is I'll feel compelled to help you somehow, but it won't help when you enjoy the hole you're digging.
I'm MORE than capable of letting people experience life ANY way they want. The trick is I can't care if I don't know.

My compassion will get me in trouble, and when its rejected the next medicine I offer is its antithesis.

I have already taken measurements against having to read damaging topics. If you feel you must post it, warn me and I'll make sure I don't read it.

I'm not saying to live life sheltered, but don't be one of those fucktards who says "if its my time to go its my time" and says this as they stand in rush hour traffic blind folded. Because thats what some people do in life. They honestly think it makes sense...

But whatever, I call that natural selection...and stupidity.

Drugs will get you busted eventually... like my cousin who didn't have much, has a felony on his record now. Lost his scholarship...

Sex is great.. til you get pregnant by someone you REALLY don't fucking like or you get some weird STD or AIDS because you couldn't wait for love and a screening test.

American culture has put everyone in such a RUSH RUSH now now now I want it NOW! Mode... its unbelievable.

People don't want to wait for love.. they just want the sex...and they'll come up with any reason to have it...

"Oh I want my satisfaction"

"Oh its natural"

"Oh we were having fun together so I.."

We're only partially animals...theres a vast difference in our capabilities, there is something otherworldly about humans.

People don't want to meditate and calm themselves.. they'd rather smoke pot or cigs.

"I'm going to lose it if I don't get a smoke break"

"I could really use a joint to calm my nerves" THEN lets fuck...

"I'm bored man, lets go smoke a bowl"

Then people can't center themselves. This leads to problems, because they always NEED something for a quick mental fix.

Then they say they can quit whenever they want, but they don't want too. Lie to yourself please, it helps.

If any of this sort of material is part of your normal life that you feel you MUST post.

Then please have a nice one.

Sorry for any typos.

legendsaddness@yahoo.com — Wed, 15 Mar 2006 08:32:27 GMT